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Addie tried to think of something to say. Not the truth, not that she was
incandescent with desire and that the fuse he d lit this morning was burning a fast and
sizzling trail toward a stack of dynamite.
 Congenital abnormality, she whispered.  I flinch when I m touched.
He laughed.  So it happens if I touch you like this? He kissed her collarbone and
Addie s skin jumped.
 Or like this? His mouth dropped back to her nipple and she twitched.
 There s no way I can do this slowly. You re driving me nuts, Will said.
He tore a button off his shirt in his haste to remove it, fumbled with his zip and
then with hers until he only wore boxers and Addie stood in her mismatched bra and
pants.
 Red pants, he muttered.
Addie was mesmerized by his skin, the smell of it, a mixture of spice and sweat, the
feel of it, hard and hot against her body, and it grew hotter as they rubbed against each
other, hands touching, exploring, his strong thighs brushing hers. Will backed her to the
bed.
 I ve nothing against the carpet, but since the bed is right here& 
They lay side by side, kissing, legs entwined, and Addie thought she d never have
enough, that she could just lie there forever, kissing him, holding him. He made her feel
safe, wanted. This was what she d spent nights dreaming of and it came nowhere near
the real thing. Everything they did was an adventure the way Will slid her breasts free
from her bra, the way he lapped at her nipples and all the time he kept kissing her.
Addie was shocked when she realized they were both naked. How had that happened?
She was almost disappointed she d missed it. These were memories she wanted to
treasure, memories she wanted to relive over and over. Will s tongue trailed a circle
around her nipple before setting off on an exploratory mission south. When he licked
her navel, Addie clamped down so hard on her urge to come, she went stiff as a poker.
Will laughed.  Addie, relax. It s okay.
No, it wasn t. She needed to tell him& something. Oh, that s so nice. Thumbs stroked
her nipples while his lips kissed a path over her stomach. Where was oh God. Addie
felt as though a thousand elastic bands had snapped inside her. She gasped and Will
moved up to cradle her in his arms.
 Sorry, sorry, she muttered.
 Sorry? You ve got to be kidding me. I don t think I ve ever been so flattered in my
life. The downside is, I m too desperate to wait any longer. I promise I ll make it up to
you.
Will reached for a condom. Oh God, she hoped he didn t want her to put it on. Keep
it. Addie beamed the thought to him. Their heads were so close together surely the
message would get through. She watched as he struggled to open it and it slipped from
his trembling fingers.
He pressed the packet into her hand.  You do it for me.
Thank you, God. I owe you for that, Addie thought. She couldn t open the thing either.
She d lost all coordination. Will took it back and began to rip it with his teeth.
 No, let me, Addie said, thinking hole pregnant. Moments later, she held an
unpleasant-looking but pleasant-smelling greasy blue circle in her fingers. Blue! She
gawped at it.
 Ed only had flavored ones, so excuse the color.
 What flavor? She licked it.  Blueberry. Umm, quite nice.
 It s supposed to be on before you do that, Will growled.  Hurry up.
Addie stared at the condom as though it was something she d never seen before.
She hadn t. Well, she d seen one on TV, but she d never held one.
 Addie! Quit staring at it. Roll it on.
Her gaze dropped to his cock. She d never been this close to one of those before
either. Wow. She touched him as gently as she would a trapped butterfly, ran her fingers
down the length of him, tracing the bulging vein, feeling the velvety softness of the
skin, the curly dark hair and thinking how amazing part of a man s body could get so
rigid. He was like an iron rod, a marble column, a tree trunk. Addie had to suppress a
giggle. Not the time or place.
 Addie! Quit staring at my cock like it s an alien.
She had to laugh then and he reached to brush her lips with his thumb.
 It s incredible. You ve gone so long and hard, she whispered, still trailing her
fingers up and down.
Will chuckled.  Yeah, well that s what cocks do when they have somewhere cozy
and warm they want to explore.
She wondered if it was as stiff as it looked and squeezed harder. Will gasped and
Addie glanced up.
 Stop playing and put the condom on for me, Addie. Please.
She placed it over the tip of his penis and somehow everything went wrong. She
wasn t sure whether the foreskin was supposed to move down or stay up and how far
the condom would stretch. It didn t seem very long. This was a bit like putting on
pantyhose that were too short. Did she need to pull from the bottom or push? Will gave
a yelp and yanked the condom off again.
 Sorry, but I don t think it s big enough, Addie said.
He sighed and reached for another. This one was lime green.
 I need to apologize, Will said.
 I really don t mind about the color.
 No, not that.
Her heart shrank.  What?
 I don t want you to get the wrong idea. I was desperate a minute ago. Now I ve
moved beyond desperation. I m in imminent danger of not being able to last more
than I daren t even guess. Normally, I have more self-control, but I ve been building
up to this since that knife fell out of your pants. He hesitated.  No, before that, from
the moment I saw you in the gym and let s not forget you ve been driving me wild all
day. But I want this to be good. I don t want to disappoint you.
 You couldn t disappoint me, she whispered.
He looked her in the eyes and gave a little smile. Will lowered his head to kiss her
neck, nibbling along her collarbone before moving up to her mouth.
 Tell me what you like, he whispered,  because if you touch me again in the next
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